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| from a very long hiatus. I could not figure out how to write for the life of me on this thing, it's been so long.
My last entry was written for Thomas :) as we first met last year. We have been together for 1 yr and 1 mo as of yesterday and things are still going quite well. My trust is not what it used to be but he really has done his best with me. My trust is so easily lost that I'm sure it's been hard for him to regain it. He didn't do anything drastic so please don't think that, it just happens. I love him deeply.
I got a new job about 5 months ago working retail. I won't go into it much. I just work...boring story huh?
I've relocated to Atlanta this past Christmas to be with Thomas and I don't mind it here...it's better than where I was at least but I still want out of GA all together. It's nice to be with him in a place of "our own".
Lets see - I wrote about friends a couple entries ago. Jennifer and her husband got divorced after, I believe, being married for two years or close to it. However, they are back together but only dating. Tyler's sister Kimber is now engaged to her boyfriend who I think makes her very happy so it was good to see that. Tyler is my ex fiancee' you may have read about previously. Matt is really the only friend that I still talk to daily although I do miss Dennis because he was the only friend I had that would hang out with me in person and he moved to Maryland a couple years ago. I miss having real friends. I don't go out here because well, I still don't know anyone here and the people I do know I don't really want to get to know any further. So, it has it's ups and downs I guess.
We have a lot of fun parties here. Thomas loves bartending as a hobby...an expensive hobby....but still a hobby lol. He does well. I can make one drink that I named the Bubble Bobble - it's bubblegum vodka and white strawberry cran juice and it is GOOD....can't taste the alcohol but watch out, that's trouble. :p
Hmm...nothing much new to add. Guess here's to updating.
-me
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| So It's been a while. Things have changed once again...as they usually do. The last time I wrote was about my breakup with Ash, and I just wanted to say Heyhey I survived it! I've been dating a man named Jeremy for close to 6 months (this coming wed. makes 6 yay) and he treats me like gold. I don't have to act a certain way to get his approval, I don't have to pretend to love him or be something that I'm not to impress him, and I don't even have to lie. I love him, truly truly do. We are taking things slow so don't think we are running off to get married or anything, speaking of marriage my best friend Jen and her middle school sweetheart got married June 2, 2007. She's all grown up, and it's good to see her happy. I bought Jeremy a picture frame with our names engraved and a picture of us inside of it. Its gorgeous :) He bought me the entire seasons of Invader Zim <3 I love Gir!!!!!! So we are both happy campers, his gift was cooler than mine lol, but still. It even has a guitar engraved in the frame so it can't be beat. It's from 1stframe.com they are AWESOME! Well, guess that's it for now but not forever....later all! -Happy Again! -Clarissa p.s. Im a proud Petsmart employee :) | | |
| so, ash and I broke up. going through a very rough time here. thats all. -clar | | |
| so, its been a long day. Had an interview today @ 9 but showed up @ 8:30ish and was out by almost 9 or so...I dont know about the job though, I have to wait 2 more weeks to find out if they'll call me back and Im sick of waiting.Other than that just been kind of running around. Played video games today, something I dont usually do much of anymore. What I really need right now is money...lots of it. I have bills to pay this month that arent paid and soon its going to start stacking up on me, plus my account is going haywire...I dont know anymore...I guess thats why Im writing because its a creative way to get out all your issues without destroying yourself over it...So Im going to keep doing that for now...
"Kazak" was insane this morning, running all over the place attacking me and such...the usual...hes so cute he took a nugget and ran...a chicken nugget that ash didnt want to eat, he was happy to have it. Hes so spoiled already its not even funny...he went from living under the stove to getting chicken nuggets, I guess for him life isnt half bad...plus he went to the vet for the first time yesterday and got his flea bath and I think he got some shots too, so hes all healthy and happy...which is good...he goes back I think December 4 for his next set of shots, which is also ashs & my 6 month...
I dont really know what else to talk about...but like i said I plan on writing for a while...
so if youre still reading this, im sorry.
I havent been to work in a week and it feels great but I am missing the money...thats for sure. Although that job made me wish I were dead every day it at least made me $6.50 more than what I make now...
oh and, I had the WORST sleep last night, had an interview today and was freaking out about that, major thunder/lightning/rain storm last night ALL night...and I was worried the power was going to go out and my alarm wouldnt wake me up so I set all 3 alarms in my room (some are battery operated) and they all woke me up at times ranging from 6-8 I forgot the time changed and I didnt change my battery operated clock...but oh well I still got to the thing early just to find out I have to WAIT MORE
and while Im getting everything out I just want to say people are still dumb.
thats it.
I found an anti-suicide girl webmyspace site today, that was really lame, all done by a democratic left winged bias person who is just out for political gain, which honestly, as left wing as I am I see that as pretty low...Its really gay...and pointless...none of it makes sense, they say to boycott the suicide girls but they wont tell you exactly why or what the SG did wrong, it just says they dont want to belittle others opinions and they want people to form their own opinions, yet they post biased edited works from "SG" sites and such...its all a load of edited fake crap...even if the SG did all that stuff...the models sign RELEASE FORMS, if they dont sign it, then they dont model, they knew what the contract said...and if they didnt then its their fault they didnt read it...
and just because you know how to photoshop a photo doesnt mean SG sells SG photos to other resources, basically, its probably just a group of fat/ugly girls that were denied and got overly jealous about it and decided to try and destroy all that was SG...well, its not workin...so good luck to them with that BS agenda.
Also, in REAL news, democrats took over the house right now WOO HOO yays! It happies me, that means maybe just maybe in 2008 they'll have a chance to win the presidency back from the ner ners, for lack of a better term for a republican. No offense to the republican people, but you suck. Biased? Yeah.
And last but not least THE DAILY SHOW is the best thing on earth. comedycentral, go watch it.
and add this on myspace...
www.myspace.com/sentryliz
and if you want to msg me
www.myspace.com/clar
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| So, I'm over at Ash's apartment looking for a job and deciding how to cut my hair...
the kitten keeps laying on the keyboard and the last time I moved him he scratched the hell out of my hand, and now it hurts to type
So lets see, what else, Ive applied to 4 jobs today, 1 job the other day (interview on Thursday) and I plan to try and apply to one more job this afternoon, but I dont know where the place is located. Im looking for a place that pays good money, and I have to wait to start the modeling thing cuz 1) no camera and 2) thats it, no good camera 
anyways, what am I writing again for, Im busy damnit...ba byes!
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